Despite all of this obstacles I am determined to to protect you no matter wat happen

ITS mYY BiRTHDAY!!!!

haha so its my birthday agn~~well i m quite happy about actually~~thx for the present tat my coursemate give~~and also my roommate bday cake haha~~thx u all~~wouldn so happy without u all~~and of course for the special 1 who wishes me dream come true d gal~~i reli wish my dream will come true 1 day~~tat i will be ur boyfren and husband and our childrens father 1 day~~well i hope it will come true~~:)

expected~

Today is a very sad day because what i scare the most had happened. Although i expected the same result will occur but still hurt a lot. This time i swear to God or any God that exist, i will not let this thing happen again. Be single Be happy will be my only believe. :')

What a pathetic me

am i think too much or am i just really too pathetic? Pretend to be strong is very tiring~~ i just wish you can tell me your problem or just share with me. Am i just someone you couldnt  trust or i just someone who you just assume as passerby? In the end, maybe i m just too afraid to lose you.

i heart weaken when everytime i saw something u post that i think is talking about me~~about angry disappoingting or annoy of me~~i felt sorry n i also beg ur forgiveness~~

Is it or is it not~

i m scared that i m just a temporary friend~~that only you want someone to accompany you while you are healing~~if really is like that~~then i m so pathetic~

sometimes not everything should tell~~feel like honesty just bring more trouble to myself rather than understanding from the person i told~~although being blame but still feel a bit relieved~~cause at least i didn lie to the person i care~~although feel a bit sad but still i feel being concern cause at least i being scolded~~mean she still care about me~~^^~~haha maybe i think too much liao but i still feel happy about it~~^^

如果到最后换来的是心碎， 那么我将永远对爱情心灰意冷。